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Ten days now! Ten strange and eternal days. I can’t stop looking for you in the eyes of other dogs… in everything I see, actually. I wonder how long this winter will last. However, after our last session together, after that dream, something changed in me and I was finally able to get back to…

At night in my dreams, in my soul … you are there. Last night, while trying to distract my thoughts with a movie, I suddenly exclaimed “where’s my little Frifol?”… I forgot the day I gave you that nickname: “Frifolito”, I think one day I thought your face smelled like beans as you puffed out…

Yesterday it wasn’t just us, Lua, it was Leo too. He was much quieter than usual. Seeing him so sad made me sigh. I know he misses you… you were the only one who really understood him and who adapted yourself to the way he plays. Leo growls and bristles his hackles when he wants…

My beloved Lua, today I woke up in pieces. I felt a giant hole in my chest and did not want to get out of bed. I could not describe what I was feeling. Thus the day began; dragging my heart on the ground and looking for you without wanting to… in the garden, on…

Throughout my life I’ve noticed that diseases seem get worse at night, as if the lack of sunlight somehow clears the way for the intruders and thus the fever increases. With your illness, the same pattern emerged and with it, I began dreading the coming of night. Ever since your departure, Lua, the intruder has…

Today I understand why we had the impulse to go for Maggy and invite her to be part of the family on the first of January… you already knew that you’d be leaving. You knew that your absence would only be harder if just Jake and Leo were left. You knew it would be even…

Beautiful Lua… As usual, I start out with the same temptation, to call you “my Lua”. “Mine“, as if at some point I could “have you”. When we come to this planet to be born, we forget where we came from. We believe that the journey began the day we mark as our birthday. As…